Friday, April 30, 2010

Fearless

this theme of being fearless has been surfacing a lot lately.

Deuteronomy 31:8
The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged."

we all make choices. life is full of them!

don't serve others or just make the right choice just because we are commanded too, let grateful joy motivate your actions!

Monday, April 26, 2010

Can you see it? He's coming!

We will work with each other, we will work side by side
And we'll guard each one's dignity and save each one's pride
And they'll know we are Christians by our love.
- Peter Scholtes

An act of service
is the outward expression of God's powerful love in action.

We are called to go out into the world and show God's love to everyone we meet, no matter their race, gender or social class. We are also called to support each other as we go and fight to see God's justice here on earth.
When we seek God out, He will answer and if we stick around long enough to the glorious promise of our Father, He WILL reveal Himself... in our lives and in the world around us.

"There is no fear in your perfect love so as I walk this way, make me fearless."

Monday, April 19, 2010

Steps

Its been over ten days since I've posted a blog... but I've been working on trying to articulate how I'm feeling and the rush of thoughts going through my head lately. I'm very happy lately!

John 5:17
Jesus said "My Father is always at his work to this very day, and I, too, am working."

This year, so far, has been a year of hardship and hurting, healing and redemption and amazing memories I wouldn't trade for anything. I am writing this post in tears and giggles as I reflect on the events of these past months and as I try and understand their purpose. In this post, I first and foremost, want to praise God for the life lessons, stronger friendships and new relationships He provided.

He always provides.

As the dust settles and things slow down, I've realized a lot of things about myself and where I'm at in my faith. This past week in particular, God has been pushing me to evaluate the path I am on. I wanted to share some of the many things I have God has laid on my heart.

Its so important to let God work in YOUR heart when you are working with others. My personality has been changing a lot as I am slowly being shown the characteristics, traits and relationships in my life that I need to let go of. God has been opening my eyes up to issues in my own life that, are or will be, stumbling blocks for myself and others.

I have become defensive. I used to take personality criticism really well, but I forgot to guard my heart (Proverbs 4:23) from someone who wasn't criticizing out of love and I now I find myself questioning and fighting it. God laid on my heart a desire to learn and correct this habit that I've started to adopt.



I need to make the connection between my desires and my actions. In my life, like a lot of people I know, there is a huge disconnect between my intention and my actual direction. Direction (not intention) equals destination. I want to be a Godly woman, I want a Christ-centered marriage, I want a pure heart, I want to be obedient to God's will and I want others to see my faith but, in order to do that, I have to be intentional and make the necessary decisions to put me on a path to achieve these things. That means... dating someone who wants the same things, not getting participating in certain social traditions and making sure I'm keeping accountable to the right people. The things that I give my attention to DO direct my life. The things that i pay attention to and the things that capture my attention DO influence my direction in life and I want that direction to be God lead and Christ-centered. I want my path to reflect God's will and a pure heart.

God has been really working in it, but now that I have time to think, I just know there is more and I'm not fully living to be all God desires has for me. God is always working, in and around my life. I am amazed at His plans thus far for my life and excited to move forward in His will.

This year has been interesting. I started it off with some of my favorite people, both in Ontario and home... and see myself now surrounded by most of my favorite people here on little PEI. Life happens and we all make mistakes. I've been reminded how human we are. We are all bound to make mistakes, but there is a love... a love that can redeem us from those mistakes. I don't take back a minute of what has happened.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Favorites!

I should be studying right now... but I wanted to take a few second to share with you some of my favorite blogs to read and post a picture from two weekends ago!This night fell into place so randomly. 6 of us had planned to get supper and catch up at the Globe, a newer restaurant in town. I just happened to come across exactly 6 tickets to a girls night at the exact place we were planning to go. We didn't spend a dime and spent the night dancing with some amazing ladies. Not what we had planned, but so much fun. I love these girls like crazy!!

The following people are all soo authentic, writing about faith, life, love and whatever else is happening. Check 'em out!

Coll's blog
Jennypoo's blog
Tin Tin's blog
Cristy's Mission blog
Dee's blog
Brianna's blog

If you want to hear an amazing Islander sing... click HERE! Meaghan Blanchard calms my soul today.

Back to the books! Done tomorrow!

God is soo cool : ) Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart - Psalm 37:4

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

I caught myself...

I spent the weekend with some of the most wonderful people. I went to the zoo and kissed a bear, I got to ride on a motorcycle, a tour of the Air Force wing in Greenfield, and totally caught up on my sleep! I had a great Easter and God really blessed me with a great new perspective! I choose to be positive, not all that much is going wrong lately, and I choose to not dwell on the negative!!

Things that are making me happy lately:
1) Making cookies
2) Car drives in the sunny weather
3) Roberge and Lissa
4) Singing wayy too loud
5) Listening to Carly Rae Jepsen and Emelie Claire Barlow... Summer Music

Over the weekend, I caught myself falling into an attractive weakness. Thank God I caught myself!! I realized that... maybe this is an okay thing and I don't need to be fighting it. Maybe this person isn`t just an indulgence I love to play with. Being on the Air Force wing made it worse. I'm interested to see if God has plans in all this for me. So now more then ever, I'm letting go and letting God show me what move to make next.

Praying for the crazy amount of stress and pain going around lately. Friends dealing with the stressed of school, money, jobs and family. God, we know you have our backs. Please remind us of your love and continue to carry us through this times of trials. You are truly so cool, God.

Finally, with last weekend being Easter, I was drawn to the importance of the cross and the beauty of Gods redemption. He has risen.... He has risen indeed! Praise God!