Perspective

Wow. Life can be kinda funny. Oh man the tables can turn quickly. This happens way too often and is starting to make me wonder why I trusting my own judgment in the first place. It is becoming redundant. I always end up falling back on God... because there's like nothing that compares, nothing as stable, nothing as consistent. I can't do it myself. Call me weak , call me unsound... well yeah, alone that’s exactly what I am. I'd even go as far as using words like inadequate and incapable.

So why not eliminate the middle step? Why go through the trials alone? Would be so much easier to take refuge in God in all things, to praise Him through the good... and the bad...? The worse part is that I know to do this, but I don't always and God has been showing me so much this week that I need Him.

Psalm 139
1 O LORD, you have searched me and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.

In God I can find reason to smile, I find patience, I am forgiven, and I am loved.
I won't turn my back on this love for worldly desires for I have been blessed with logic and perspective.