Dreaming Outloud

God brings things to my attention in the weirdest ways, and I love it!

This past month I've not been myself. My zest for life was totally missing and my amount of complaints were soaring high. I wanted to blame it on the amount of things that I have been dealing with in other people's lives, but today I realized that I've always been dealing with this much or more, and I've never let it get to me in this way before.

I'm blessed with great friends, family and a wonderful boy in my life who make me very happy. Today I thank God for them knowing that they've been putting up with this for a bit now. I hope they know how much I appreciate them... and I need them.

Today I took the time to give God fully, everything I'm dealing with. I can't explain, or put to words how good that feels. Even just reflecting on these past few months, I have so much to be thankful for.
I got a new amazing job.
I have a wonderful new small group community that support me in prayer and fellowship.
I have grown stronger with a lot of my friends, even the ones who live away.
God has made the missions call in my life... so reinforced!
I have seen this boy grow in marvelous ways, and make huge steps of progress, even if he can't see it.
I am loving my other job, and I got a raise!
My classes are going well, and I've re-learnt the importance of doing my homework!!
... and the list goes on and on.

Praise God. He will provide!