Playing Catch Up

Today I realized I am behind on a lot of things (blogging included). With less then two weeks of classes left, the crunch is on and I have a desire to finish well. Sometimes I look at this course work as pointless, but I honestly know that someday this may come in handy. With this attitude, I'm slowly growing a passion for the material I'm learning... but I can't wait for it to be done!

This year got off to a really rough start but its been so amazing to see God work through so many situations at once. I step back and see the reality I have in front of me, and freak out! Honestly, its so God's now that I'd fall on my face without Him involved fully. I'm okay with that dependence. Its comforting to know He's got it under control and has a plan.

So much on the go. New relationship. School ending in two weeks. Final exams and papers coming soon. Jesus to the Nations Friday. Greenwood for Easter next weekend. Missions meetings preparing for presentation in April. So many bills. C visits on 63 days!... i could go on. I just need to focus on being obedient and focused.

Tonight at small group we had a really interesting conversation about God's love. A couple argued that God doesn't love everyone, that we need to accept His love for Him to love us. I'm not sure I agree. I think God's love is the constant factor, and that sin is the inconsistency... therefore the love that compels and commissions us to do missions and seek out the lost is sparked from God's love and desire to have a relationship. They didn't disagree with me... but still remained in their point. I've always understood God to be all knowing, all loving and almighty. Does their point contradict that statement?

PS... Helen (my car) has broken down twice this week, three times this month total. Praying I can recover the funds drained into my poor baby.